May 23, 2026, Log #9

Hello there, as I stated, it is the 23rd of May and I am back with another entry in here. I have been trying to be more regularly active on here once more, and it has been quite good. I think I am slowly but surely making connections, which has been my goal here from the beginning.

I'll be back home from uni in 2 weeks, so I am pretty excited about that. Then I can be available to anyone who wants to reach out to me without any issue! It'll be great. A part of me is anxious because of finals being right around the corner but what can you do? At least they're all done in the span of a week. I sure as hell don't mind that.

I've been thinking of maybe dabbling in trying to learn 3D modeling, just as something to keep myself occupied. But I'll need something better than this laptop I think. So I'll look into doing that when i get back to my desktop. Being able to create something should help... I used to draw, it was fun when I was growing up. Unfortunately I was kinda bullied out of it. Ever since then I haven't had anything like that stick with me. Doesn't hurt to try, though!

I wanna play Mirror's Edge again when I get back home, I miss that game. EA shouldn't have abandoned the title. Although, there is a game called PANLINE that is being developed that takes a lot of inspiration from Mirror's Edge. If anyone that liked Mirror's Edge is reading this, maybe check it out. I personally like it a lot.

I'll try to write regularly once more from now on. This website is pretty awesome and I love the interactions I get to have with other people.

See you soon,

- Winters

May 21, 2026, Log #8

Hello there, it has been a while again but a lot of things were on my mind so it was really difficult to get up and actually write things here. I hope you understand and I thank you for your patience.

So, I started this page as a way to make friends. And I am someone who is queer. I am trans. It is at the very top of my page now with a stern warning about it. It is because someone I considered a friend went ahead and told me that it is morally wrong to be who I am. It was shocking, really. I just didn't expect it, like at all. It hurt a ton, and here I am now writing about it. I haven't hurt anyone, so why am I morally wrong?

I know it's not true, but to see that people think of me in such a way is disheartening. I implore any and all people on my page to please get the hell out if they are going to treat me in a similar fashion. We don't need to interact and you can go on with your life.

On another note, my tama has passed away at 15 years old yesterday. Fly high, Zuccitchi. You will be missed. I haven't started raising another one yet, simply because I just don't feel up to doing much at the moment. Maybe in a couple days? Really unsure, to be honest. I'll try to keep myself regular here. Expect me to be a lot more consistent after the 23rd since that is when my monthly mobile data plan is renewed. I hope my page pet doesn't keel over and die before I have some good stable internet on my hands.

I've just been playing The Binding Of Isaac to pass the time mostly. I got to Mother for the first time yesterday and died to it because I am not good at the game. I wish I could play more games but what can you do with a rinky-dink Thinkpad? That's about all I wanted to say at the moment. Thank you for reading, if anyone even does that anymore.

See you soon,

- Winters

May 13, 2026, Log #7

So, been a while. I am back from a very long streak of feeling down in the dumps. Sorry for not being active, but what can you do? It happens when you live in a place that doesn't necessarily want queer people to exist I think.

Honestly, I didn't think I would talk about it so early in my time spent here. I have been trying to focus more on the positive stuff but trying to shove away the negative has only lead to my mental space rotting... I get that people might be turned off by the topic, but it is my reality and I think I deserve to talk about it at least in my own space which happens to be my own lurk page.

The fact that I will end up having to fight for my own human rights is outrageous and dumb. Anyone that is here and disagrees with trans rights is promptly encouraged to leave this page and never interact with me. I do not like you.

Talking about this here does make me feel better, so I am glad with this entry for now.

See you soon,

- Winters

May 7, 2026, Log #6

Hello, it is me I again. Unfortunately a migraine is pestering me tonight, therefore I really dont feel like writing at the moment. I'll be fine, but looking at this damn screen is like torture at the moment. I apologize again for anyone that may have been looking forward to it.

See you soon,

- Winters

May 6, 2026, Log #5

Hello again after a whole new day! Today was pretty good, spent mostly looking up stuff about Tamagotchis and how they work. The one I have is pretty barebones in terms of features, but I still like it since I just like retro stuff regardless. It has made me wanna get one of the newer models though.

So far we have gone from a small blob to a bigger blob

that hops around. I shall provide images of our current

state. I love this thing with all my heart but I haven't come

up with a name yet. Maybe I'll name it after it fully grows?

If you have any name suggestions you can always tell me

via the chatbox or mailbox! It's also really, really loud. I

almost woke up my roommates because of it. Thankfully,

you can mute it. It also *does* sleep through the night so

I wont have to wake everyone up at 3 AM because it got a

bit hungry.

Other than that, today was really tame. I didn't do much other than fiddle around with my new buddy. I'm honestly fine with that since it beats having a bad day, and I've had enough of those lately. Lurk has been helping me feel a lot better so I am very thankful for this!



See you soon,

- Winters

May 5, 2026, Log #4

Hi! I am back after a nice long day. I figured I should write these at the end of the day so I could document what I went through during said day. Why didn't I do that from the start I wonder?

I *did* spend some time on itch.io as I said i would yesterday, and I found a really cute and neat puzzle game called Conservation of Bass. It was fun to play and not too long for it to be time consuming, so I suggest you go check it out!

Also, I got a Tamagotchi today! It's really nice and cute,

but I have no clue on how to use it right now since its got

that Gameboy screen that you need light to see and my

roommate is sleeping at the moment, so it'll need to wait

until tomorrow morning. I'll provide a picture of the

box at least. I never thought I'd ever actually get one!

I always wanted one because they're really cool and here I

am!



Today was pretty good. I don't know what I'll be doing

tomorrow but I'll be sure to write about it.



See you soon,

- Winters

May 4, 2026, Log #3



Hello there, it is me yet again! I've been enjoying this whole thing of slowly getting used to Lurk. The people are very friendly and somehow I have been able to find people sharing my interests, some of which i'd consider pretty niche like what this whole website is themed around.

I made this place to try and make more friends, broaden my horizons and all. I do have a friend pre-established group but I figured having more than one circle is a good idea. I have a lot of free time from now until the start of the next school year so this is a really good time to go through the stages of getting to know people.

Making these logs is also pretty soothing, it has been viewed wayyyyyyy less than my main page, which is past 300 at this point. So I don't feel any pressure here because I doubt people even read these, probably just clicks in and clicks out.



I think I'll check itch.io today, see if there is anything cool in there. Sometimes there's actual gems, like ROAM0120. I'll write about it tomorrow.



See you soon,

- Winters

May 3, 2026, Log #2



It is I, a day after. With this log, how I am planning to format this will hopefully be more apparent. Latest goes up top, scroll down for the past. Though, I don't want to end up having something that is comparable to a bible in size, so I might end up deleting old logs to keep it a consistent size. Maybe I'll keep the 10 most recent ones here? 10 is a nice number. I'll put whatever I decide on up there on the little introduction paragraph. So, this might end up being a small collage of my recent thoughts.

Speaking of, I was going through random pages on here and I've seen a lot of people with Tic-Tac-Toe on their page, I saw one with 11 wins by the page owner even. Which I found to be quite rare, considering Tic-Tac-Toe is a solved game, which is a game whose result can be predicted at any point if played ideally. If you don't make any mistakes, the worst result you should get is a draw in Tic-Tac-Toe! The lurkers side shouldn't have any issues either, since you can predict how the game is meant to go pretty easily. I wonder if this isn't as common knowledge as I'd have thought...

I've also been trying to focus on here more to slowly step off of twitter. It is a horrendous place... The only reasons as to why I have stayed is because of really cool art and I can see new tech be found for my main on Strive. They also have discord servers for each individual character but I am always anxious about going into big social circles. So I dump my time into making this website look good. If anything you might want here is missing, feel free to spit it out in my chat box on the main page and I'll probably pop it in somewhere.



I don't really know if anyone reads these, but for anyone that might be, thanks for reading!



I'll write again soon, hopefully.

- Winters

May 2, 2026, Log #1



Hello! This is primarily a test log more than anything but that is also cool I think! I am Willow, as the main page should have already told you. I am currently at university and started this to make friends and to finally try to have some commitment to making my own thing on the internet. I am slowly getting the hang of all of this so please do bear with me.

I don't know if there is a better way to format this other than just infinite walls of text building up with time... The next log will be above this one, you should be able to see it tomorrow. I do really like this website though! It feels really nice to put something together. I sure do hope the way I'm formatting this doesn't end up being a pain later on...

The background for this page is from Guilty Gear -STRIVE-, by the way. It's a stage called Tir no nOg, it is situated on the moon and is owned by the guy with the robe you're seeing on the left, I think that's neat. The stage featured on the main page is called Castle of the Silver Feet. Honestly glad to whoever archived good quality images of these... I don't think I'd have been able to procure them myself. Alas, I am just a girl.



I now should decorate this place a bit more and put the final touches needed, having text here is actually good for that because now I know what to not cover up. For the formatting and all... maybe I should put a mailbox here as well for suggestions? For now, please use either the mailbox or chat box provided on the main page.



I'll write again soon, hopefully.

- Winters